Teehee...secret time!

Wowzers, over the last 24+ a couple hours I've been in a really good mood, haha. Things that would normally turn me all "rawr hiss I will eat you grrr!" hasn't affected me as much or at all as a matter of fact. I'm very happy...I'm very joyful...huh, there must be something in the water, or something. :p I pray it lasts, though...I like the feeling! It makes me feel good...I feel really invincible, and that's just a corny thing to say. But it's true..so so true. :p That, and I'm a better person. I'm less...neurotic. Less insecure. Sure I apologize a lot, but I can joke more. I'm more comfortable in my skin. :p

Anyway...secret time!

Okay..well, I don't even know why I'm blogging this publicly instead of writing it in my own diary, but I feel in the mood to type instead of write...anyway! So..hahaha..so embarrassing. But..I'm weird, oh well.

So today in math class I was totally spacing out and doing my own thing while staring blankly at the board and at the teacher and I was just thinking my own thoughts and such. Anyway, so I was thinking...I pray for the person I'm going to marry. Hahahahahaha. I don't even know him and I'm praying for him. How awkward am I? Really awkward. And I remembered that I've written a couple of letters to him too. Letters I will probably forget in a few years, but letters that help me get out pent up emotions that I harbor now.

So yeah, that's a secret...well, obviously not anymore..gosh...so so lame....dorky! xDDD



Gosh, this good mood will be the death of me.

Watch, next week I'm going to be super suicidal emo depressed. -____-

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*knock on wood*

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