17 Ways to like someone??

Hmm..this is interesting...let's see then...do I have all 17 symptoms?

SEVENTEEN:You look at their profile constantly.
Mmm..no. He doesn't have a profile for anything...at least I don't think he does.

SIXTEEN:When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
Eh...sorta. Depends. I smile a little more after the conversation than before we talked. I only miss that the conversation is over, haha.

FIFTEEN:You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.
No..but I keep his words in my head over and over.

FOURTEEN:You walk really slow when you're with them.
No? I haven't noticed. I think I'm just really thrilled around him that I don't know if I'm slow or fast.

THIRTEEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.
Not anymore, haha. Well, that's actually debatable. I mean, I can talk around him. I can laugh, but I'm not really 100 percent me. Haha.

ELEVEN:When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.
Sometimes. Lately, I just get happy. :]

TEN:You smile when you hear their voice.
OH YEAH. BIG time.

NINE:When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
No. Haha. Because I'm jealous of the other people around him...just kidding. But I do notice others because that's the way I am and it amuses me to see how he interacts with others too.

EIGHT:You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
No. Well...lately, yeah, but not slow songs. It's like "Huh, this song reminds me of him."

SEVEN:They're all you think about.
It may seem like it but no, I am not that shallow.

SIX:You get high just from their scent.
Bahahahahahahaha...<.< >.> ..^///^ He smells nice. Almost as good as me. No, better than me! :o

FIVE:You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
Yeah, I do. Only he doesn't see it. Today he told me that I'm "never happy". To which I responded, "Nope, I'm not, but I'm eternally joyful" to which he said "no, you're not. You're not that either." I then responded, "Haha, joy and happiness are different things, my friend. Don't you know?" After that he fell silent.
I win. :D

FOUR:You would do anything for them!
What's anything? Act weird and a bit foolish to make him smile if he's crabby? Yes, I would...but in private. Not a public spectacle. But no. Not really. I wouldn't...

THREE:While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
Well...yeah....I mean..it would have defeated the purpose if I didn't.

TWO:You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number twelve was
....

ONE:You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.
...Well that's stupid. And no, I'm not.

Well, that was pointless, haha. So..do I like him or not? According to this, possibly not. But I don't think I'll judge liking someone by some stupid MySpace thing.

Let's see..what do I think liking someone is..

well..it's been different lately. In the past it's been really bad because I didn't like myself and I used a crush as an excuse to change. But now...hmm...let me think.

I want to be around him all the time. I want to be near him, because when I'm near him, I smile. When I'm near him, I'm happy..just like any other friend. And I want to make him happy. As much as I want to be around him, I want to give him his space because I don't want him to grow tired of me.

He makes me laugh. When he's not crabby, he makes me feel good about myself. Well, HE doesn't make me feel good about myself, but he's a helper. He's like a talking-mirror. Because I kept my mirror veiled for so long and when I took down the veil I put up a fun-house mirror, I distorted my image so I could hate on myself. Then I told God to take that way and He did. He put a real mirror in front of me and called me perfect.
And I'm starring at the mirror and I'm looking. Just looking. I immediately see all the faults, and "he", the talking-mirror, talks to me and points them out. Only he's not bad about it. He makes me see something I can't pin-point, brings it out, and shows me how to make it better.

When I'm around him, I'm shy and open at the same time. I can converse with him, talk with him about God,...I can give him a "fake wet willy"and argue with him and fight and know it's okay. We can spend a couple of hours just being stupid. Well..me being stupid and him attempting to confuse me...and usually succeeding. But I am shy because I can't sing and dance and be hyper-active around him because I'm still embarrassed, haha.

When I'm around him my heart..does something. I don't know. My heart pulls me to him, but I guess it's my emotions.

When I'm around him, I know I have a friend. I know I'm not his favorite friend. I know I'm very low on his list. But I know I am his friend. And I know that it's not the crush that's making me go to God about him. It's the spirit of Christ's love that compels me to do so.


Somewhere in my life...about 3 years ago, I decided that I was going to end up in an abusive relationship. I wasn't going to fight it because I thought that's how some people showed love.

Today I know I'm worth more than that. God wouldn't let that happen. And today I know that when I am perfectly molded at the right time, it's not going to happen. I won't settle for abuse. I want nothing less than a gentleman. Someone who respects others and me. :DD


Yeeeep....just felt like blogging....O_o

And did I seriously blog about my crush? Really? Faaaaail...hahaha. Go me. -____-